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Title: A Small Gesture
Author coolndarklyeeri
Pairing: Ray/Gerard
Rating: NC-17 for some language and strong sexual content.
Summary: They came from two entirely different worlds: one where appearances and secrets consume him, and another that one wanders lost and alone... But they're brought together for one incredible night... because of a simple act of generosity.
Posted: the_blackrosary, mychemicalslash, better_mcrslash, mychemicalporn, toro_thighs
Security: Public


part one | part two

Title: Codependency
Author: coolndarklyeeri
Pairing: Ray/Gerard, Gerard/Bob
Rating: NC-17 for strong language, violence, rape, and strong sexual content
Summary: Gerard is a young inmate sent to prison over a horrible mistake he has to live down the rest of his life. When he becomes a target, he seeks out the most dangerous prisoner to be his protection...but for a price, leaving the question of: how do you protect yourself from the one who's supposed to be protecting you?
Posted: the_blackrosary, mychemicalslash, better_mcrslash, toro_thighs, bob_slash, and mychemicalporn
Security: Public


chapter one | chapter two | chapter three, prt 1 | chapter three, prt 2 | chapter four | chapter five | chapter six | chapter seven | chapter eight | chapter nine | chapter ten | chapter eleven | chapter twelve | chapter thirteen, prt 1 | chapter thirteen, prt 2 | chapter fourteen | chapter fifteen | chapter sixteen | chapter seventeen | chapter eighteen, prt 1 | chapter eighteen, prt 2 | chapter nineteen | chapter twenty | chapter twenty-one | chapter twenty-two, prt 1 | chapter twenty-two, prt 2 | chapter twenty-three | chapter twenty-four | chapter twenty-five | chapter twenty-six | chapter twenty-seven, prt 1 | chapter twenty-seven, prt 2 | chapter twenty-eight | chapter twenty-nine | chapter thirty

title: gray and matterless
author: coolndarklyeeri / boysin_eyeliner
main character: gerard way
rating: PG-13 for language
summary: so i walk up on high and i step to the edge to see my world below. and i laugh at myself as the tears roll down, 'cause it's the world i know. it's the world i know...
posted: boysin_eyeliner
security: friends

Title: Amsterdam
Author: coolndarklyeeri
Pairing: Gerard/Frank/Mikey
Rating: NC-17 for strong sexual content and drug use
Summary: What happens in Amsterdam, stays in Amsterdam.
Security: Public
Posted: the_blackrosary, mychemicalslash, better_mcrslash, geeheartmikey, mychemicalporn

Title: Enhancer
Author: coolndarklyeeri
Pairing: Ray/Gerard
Rating: NC-17 for sexual content.
Summary: Gerard strikes up a deal with a man that results in him winding up in a seedy motel, completely at his mercy.
Posted: the_blackrosary, mychemicalslash, bettermcr_slash, toro_thighs, raylovesgee
Security: Public

title: voyeur
author: coolndarklyeeri
pairing: gerard/mikey
rating: R for sexual situations
summary: because sometimes... you can't help but watch...
POV: mikey
security: public
posted: the_blackrosary, mychemicalslash, better_mcrslash, geeheartmikey

title: tension
author: coolndarklyeeri
pairing: ray/frank
rating: NC-17 for language and sexual content
summary: ray doesn't seem to understand what frank's problem is. is it the growing refuge of the bus? being constantly around his bandmates every given second and for days at a time, or perhaps something ray's done? fighting sometimes relieves stress... But other things can, too.
security: public
posted: mychemicalslash
cross-posted: the_blackrosary here

title: fireflies in autumn
written by: coolndarklyeeri
pairing: frank/mikey
rating: NC-17 for language, sexual content, and mild violence.
summary: at fifteen years old, mikey hates school, doesn’t have any friends, and an older brother he adores away at college. to top it off he's being bullied constantly by the one boy he likes more than anyone else. but things are not always what they seem and mikey soon realizes to be careful what he wishes for.
security: public
posted: mychemicalslash
cross-posted: the_blackrosary all chapters


chapter one | chapter two | chapter three | chapter four | chapter five | chapter six | chapter seven | chapter eight | chapter nine | chapter ten | chapter eleven | chapter twelve | chapter thirteen | chapter fourteen | chapter fifteen | chapter sixteen | chapter seventeen | chapter eighteen, prt 1 | chapter eighteen, prt 2 | chapter nineteen | chapter twenty, prt 1 | chapter twenty, prt 2 | chapter twenty-one

title: breakdown
written by: coolndarklyeeri
pairing: frank/mikey, frank/gerard/mikey, ray/gerard
summary: gerard can't deal with the sudden sexual relationship mikey and frank flaunt shamelessly under his nose during touring. he becomes so fixated that a dream surfaces, beginning a chain of events that ultimately rocks everything gerard thought he knew about himself.
rating: NC-17 for language and graphic sexual content
security: public
posted: mychemicalslash
cross-posted: the_blackrosary, all chapters


chapter one | chapter two, prt 1 | chapter two, prt 2 | chapter three | chapter four | chapter five | chapter six | chapter seven

title: from roses to rosary
written by: coolndarklyeeri
pairing: gerard/frank
summary: AU where gerard is a young priest who'd made a promise for the sake of his dying mother, but is now facing powerful temptation from an 18-year-old frank iero who makes his desires for the priest known in every subtle way--but gerard tries to resist him for as long as he can.
rating: hard R for language, slight drug use and sexual content
security: public
posted: mychemicalslash, the_blackrosary
cross-posted: the_blackrosary all chapters

precious and fragile things | angels with silver wings shouldn't know suffering | things get damaged, things get broken | we always tried to share the tenderest of care | words left unspoken left us so brittle | there was so little left to give | i hope it's your eyes He's seeing through, prt 1 | i hope it's your eyes He's seeing through, prt 2 | keep room in your hearts for two





title: through a different kind of silence
written by: coolndarklyeeri
pairing: mikey/frank
summary: gerard's death leaves a strong impact on far more than could be imagined, in more than heartbreak, more than pain, resurfacing that which had been buried deeply to be forgotten, stirring remorse that eats one slowly alive. and ultimately brings together two souls who would have never even met otherwise.
rating: NC-17 for strong language, slight drug use, strong sexual content, and violence
security: public
posted: mychemicalslash
cross-posted: the_blackrosary, all chapters

chapter one | chapter two | chapter three | chapter four | chapter five | chapter six chapter seven | chapter eight | chapter nine, prt 1 | chapter nine, prt 2 | chapter nine, prt 3 | chapter ten, prt 1 chapter ten, prt 2 chapter 11 | chapter twelve | chapter thirteen | chapter fourteen | chapter fifteen

title: all we are is bullets
written by coolndarklyeeri
pairing: gerard/mikey
summary:: based on the song "demonlition lovers"
rating: R for language, adult content, and violence
security: members only. if you're not a member, the story can also be found here
posted: geeheartmikey
cross-posted: the_blackrosary here

title: after the show
author: coolndarklyeeri / paige mastr
pairing: bert mccracken of the used and gerard way of mcr
rating: hard R for adult content and violence
summary: finishing a show that was performed along side of the used, even after gerard had ended his friendship with bert mccracken, he finds himself alone with bert after everyone had left and the strangeness that ensues during. gerard describes his account that night in explicit detail.
security: public
posted: the_blackrosary


part one | part two | part three | part four

title: existence
author: coolndarklyeeri
rating: PG
pairing: no pairing. gerard-centric
summary: by the last song, i had this mix of satisfaction and heartbreak that i found impossible to define even to myself. it was over, but i also had the experience. i could say this is what i've done. and i appreciated it. but it was ending, and this will be a past tense thing i'll speak of. there is no future, the past is gone, and the present is impossible to measure.
security: public
posted: the_blackrosary